我怕我不够坏`配不上你!

他在抽烟，她望着说：戒了吧，抽烟不好．伸手去夺，却被他翻过来用烟头在洁白而又滑嫩的皮肤上烫了一下，她却没有退缩．             他说：疼么？             不疼．只要你开心就好．抽烟就那么好么？             抽烟可以忘记一切痛苦．．．            

他在喝酒，他摸着她滑嫩的粉红脸蛋，细长的手指轻轻的抚摩着，又不敢用力，怕这种美差那间就消失了．他猛地凑到她的脸旁，用那蛮是酒气的嘴霸道地说：我想 吻你．她就轻轻的闭上眼．睫毛微微的颤动．昏暗的灯光下，她好象暗夜的精灵一般美丽．他醉了，温暖的双唇让他陶醉，他狠狠的咬下，睫毛微微颤动，渗出点点 晶莹．             他说：疼么？             不疼．只要你开心就好．             她轻轻的咬住受伤的嘴唇，殷红的鲜血好象饱满的花苞里渗出的露珠一样．慢慢，慢慢顺着嘴角滑下．．．她对他给予了一甜美的微笑．．．            

他在沉默，久久不肯开口．她在一边默默的陪伴．他忽然紧紧的抱着她，好象要捏碎她一样．越抱越紧，越抱越紧，他听见她急促的呼吸，她快喘不过气了，她快窒 息了．她苍白的脸上，血色在逐渐退却．却．仍温柔的望着他．他忽然那么放开她．她长长的呼了一口气，闭着眼．             他说：疼么？             不疼．只要你开心就好．             她的脸蛋泛着白，继续安静．            

你走吧．             为什么？             我不适合你．你找一个够乖，够爱你的男人吧，我，不配．             不需要．            

他狠狠的掴了她一掌．你滚吧．你这么乖，这么可爱的女人配不上我．你滚吧．             她拭去嘴角的鲜血．微笑着，沉默的离开．             望着她离去的背影，他瘫倒在地上，默默的念着：疼么？            

是从前的日子，他做着从来不会变的自己．他抽烟，喝酒，打架．每次打完架，他都摸着对方的脸：疼么？            

他总是产生幻觉，他看到她默默的对着她微笑：只要你开心就好．             他笑了．你在我身边我最开心．             可是，周围是寂静的象死了一般．            

她认识了一帮流氓，跟着他们抽烟，喝酒，她做他们的奴仆，开心的被他们耍．每次当他们搂着她去那灯红酒绿的地方，她总是先一人在洗手间，门外是魔鬼的世界，魔鬼在咆哮着．门内，她安静的对着镜中的自己微笑．开心就好．             然后，她打开门，成为今夜无耻里绽放的黑色玫瑰．            

他看到舞池中的她，缭乱的黑色眼影，殷红的双唇，妖娆的身姿．她笑着，对每一个人笑．人们对她喝彩，男人们无耻的靠近她.他冲过去，又一次掴了一她一掌．             他流着泪望着她．             她安静的抬起头：不疼．只要你开心就好。　            

望着这多快要凋谢的玫瑰．他哭泣．跟我走吧．他拉起她的手，她却退缩．            

不，你再等等好么？             为什么．             我怕我不够坏，配不上你．．．．．．．．．．

Yesterday going to Miri to celebrate my little cousin birthday a.k.a Father day :)

15th of June

Happy Father Day :D

&&

Happy Birthday ^^v may god bless ya ~ hope you happy always like that moment :P

love you alaaaaawaaaaays, xoxo ♥♥♥

  with my baobeii  (尛宁) ♥^^♥ 

(very long time didnt saw her, miss die me, HAHA :3  have fun with her, talk many lapsap thingy :P )

and also vain much with soon yee :P

want see jiu go facebook..HAHA..

ANGRY BIRD ~ ^^

oh yeah, If you're Bruneian you should understand :D 

; nada ku guna mun inda setia, nada ku guna mun cuma mahu gunakan aku..bah, apakan ? 

MUN PHAM BISAI ~

last night de facebook status, i hope you guys understand what i mean, kkk ~

please dont says love if you dont mean it...

many guys that i know,always says 'ILOVEYOU'

 yeah, it' just a word but you know, what if that girl really love you ? maybe she would doing something like believe it..so can dont just say-say ~ LOLed ><'' 

*sorry for the broken english and thanks for reading ;3 ♥♥

i would like to share someone blog, cause i like it :P teehee :目

 

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go watch , kk..I like the post she wrote :3
I want to comment, but sibeh noob I don't know how to =.= LOLed  ><'' or maybe she lock or blabla ~~
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祝大家有 不 美好的一天 , 不开心的就去海边吧， 去跳海， 哈哈， 没有啦，去大喊下 ~ 不要不开心了哦…… 赫赫        peace no war, *hugsss :3

First of June ♥♥

  The best day i ever had :) 

I will never forget the time we spent together  ♥


i wont erase our memories, good or bad :) wonder when will be the next time to hang out with you guys, i hope this public holiday can meet you guys again.


i really happy to see you that day, when i remind that time i will smile like a fool.haha :P


I'll never forget you 
I'll never let you go 
I'll never forget you 
I'll always remember, I hope you know that kay ?　:ｐ




dont know how long you will be around, 
dont know how long will this feeling stay


missing you is a habit that i cant break since last year :)
will you be around ? I REALLY NEEDS YOU IN MY LIFE 




♥ ♥ 804 ♥ ♥




stop here *busy :)