The Last P'generation

My awesome family group ^^ if you wanna join you can inbox our admin ;b
we're just like brothers and sister. you can share anything & everything with us.
when i am up or down, i'll telling them and they will give me advise and understanding me :)
i love them so much ;p
although sometimes they argue cause some of us may falling in love with the one in LPG but we will still understanding you & support you , dont think too much, K ? at least we can be brothers or sisters :b
27th of august, there will be a gathering in gadong, the mall. hope i can go that day & meet them again ~


selamat hari raya, maaf zatin & batin XDD

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i really love you, but one day our religion will also seprate us

this words is what he'd told me.

i'm not can't accept, just..i also dont know why, kinda saddd ><

just like, suddenly, im not the one who get hurts, i am the one who hurt ed him so depth. before this, i always thought he don't even know a thing of me. he don't even care a thing of me and shit. but then, why ? i felt like i am the one, i kept blame myself for being immature. i told him, we're impossible, face the truth. " ha ! what am i talking about ? what the heck, stupid words comes out from my mouth "

since we had know each other and together been so long, he told me that he trust me so much.he told me im the only girl can be trust nowaday. i dont wanna hurt him. let him down. we knew that, we're not belong and we knew that impossible is impossible.we cant change the fate. why if love losing, it hurt so much ?

you told me, if we still stay like this, nothing gonna change but it will only getting worst. ;s

okay, fullstop then.  but cant we be best friend or atleast a friend ? :/ hmmm. 

weeeeeeeeee noooooot wiiiillllinnng tooooo ?

abcdefghjklnpqtuvwxz, what's missing ? i.m.s.o.rr.y :x

I need to rest my mind

SERIOUSLY I TOTALLY HATE ME, MYSELF, MY LIFE. :/


i have been so stressful. They're nobody who will ever understand me even my besties.
my life is so shit, so useless. but uhh-huh, ofcourse i am not going to do any STUPID thing. LMAO
relationship, i got probs. friendship i got probs too. family, there's prob too. why cnt i just ignore everything and why i have to think about other feeling ? why other can hurt me, cheat me, stab me but i just can stand there lets them doing anything to hurt me ?
so what if i am not loyal to you ? you're not mine and i am not yours. i walk my road and you walk your own road too. dont come and disturb my journey.
life is unfair, love is unfair. nothing is fair. 
everyday kena boomed. boyfriend, no, i dont need one.
friend, no, i dont need to have so much.
you hate me your business. i like you my business.
i love you but that doesnt mean i must get you. i hurt you to save you, k ?
if once i said i dont love you, that's a lie.i always telling my self and asking myself to please understand that we have no fate. god only let us to meet, falling in love but he never plan to let us being together. why cant i just let it be ?
im tired. i doesnt mean to hurt you. but honestly, i really tired to the max. i really scared what if one day..........
i dont want live life in this way. i want a better way, i wanna be more cheerful. 
i cant trust myself. i think we're too young to love.   
we're not suit, but i still choose you that time, ming zhi dao wo men gen ben jiu bu ke nen, dan wo chen jing zhen de hen xiang yi zhi de gen zhe ni, qing ming bai wo li kai zhen de shi bing bu de yi. dui bu qi.


end here. tired.