what broken you inside ? The Past

yesterday i took that quiz :)



The past. There is something that happened to me that haunts me.  

idk its true or not, it say it will haunt me forever.

but it true that i want something back, i want to go back in time and change what has happened.

Do it the right way. Relive those speicial moments.

But i cant, and im afraid of moving on into another time. Another place.







It may have been a past love, or a loved one that is gone.

Or many other reasons. '' Forever, may you hold your peace.''









what's broken you inside ? if you're same as me, You have a hard time trying to love. Maybe this is because you've been hurt in the past? Well, if an ex hurt you, you have to try and move on.

If he hurt you, you was obviously too good for him.

Never give up on yourself, and never give up on love.

Life's complicated.

Andy Sixx, Lead singer of the band Black Veil Brides once said in a quote:

As we grow up we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down proably will. You'll have your heart broken probably more than once, and it gets harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how you felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for something an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, beause every sixty seconds you spend upset is one minute of happiness you'll never get back.

And it's true, so don't dwell on past mistakes and loves,

because you'll make new ones, and fall in love again.

So don't be afraid to let yourself love, because it'll just ruin your life. :)

TODAY ! 27 of october 2011 ;)

In the morning, my agriculture examination was easy as ABC. HAHA :b there's two hours for us, but I'd done it in 30min :P So i lay on te table like dead, the teacher so distubiaa, she knock knock my table and say '' PEI YING WAKE UP, DO NOT SLEEP '' lols ><




 then after agriculture, we're having our IRK -.-  I'd done it in 5min ^^ cause i only do the MCQ & OTHER are BLANK. haha. i know im pro :P **blerk ~ then yeah, i sleep sleep sleep & sleep. who wont sleep oh, if the classroom was cold, the surrounding were QUITE like you can heard your own breathing -.- **over** but no, it true, the surrounding can makes everyone feels SLEEPY ><


 no longer '' IF WANT SLEEP THEN GO BACK HOME '' , =='' walao teacher ah, you try sit here & i walking around with a phone kan -.-

 In the Afternoon, Rara follow me back home :# keke. first i go shower then we go gerai buy ayam :P thennnnnn, lunch & talk & watching singapore movie ; tittle : being human '' :DD thenfinding some korean songs, video and and WEBBY ! i mean, TAKING PICTURE USING WEBCAM -.- heee

we're so les, theres some of our kissing pic but its PRIVATE, CAUSE I AFRAID YOU GUYS MWLLTIING ;) HAHAHA. and i afraid my boyfriend jealous ::P HAHA

At night, my mood not very good -.- cause my bro log out my facebook without my permission and that time im chatting with my friend ?  or ? IDK actually what am i mad for ? hoho :3 maybe my aunty coming to find me soon :P HAHAHA


nightmare peeps, im tired now ;s aww, since when cyndi ever say tired this word ? :P gahaa. bah, BYE :)

Spread The Vanity

Today got mood, update two times of blog :P haha

nah, SPREAD THE VANITY, born in 13 October 2011 ;b
a family group which can show yours awesome to everyone's, everybody's welcome ^^
if interested to join us you may inbox me thru Facebook (:
now, it almost 40members all together, we're friendly & of course vain :P
those people who loves to taking picture are WANTED :DD
RARA, CYNDI, LIZA, QIL, ZATY were the admins ^^
well, maybe we're not popular as BBF (brunei best face) but still our friendly wont lose them :P

LPG ''Last P'Generation'', my first family group, im still one of them till now but yeah, almost deactive there cause....personally reason :) but but but, LPG are always awesome, they're nice when you really know them in person ^^ i love them so muchhh as my family (:

DFF ''Destiny For Friendship'', one of the admin, wee ~ what can i say about this group ? hmm..its fun to be one of them. They're quite cool :P tata, idk what to say actually, still need time to know them. the owner & admin were my friends but due to examination they're busy & less active on that group. I'm busy for my things too. thought I'm one of the admin but idk why, feel wanna give up, :x opps. maybe Im not close with those members ? (: hmmm



 Some of the STV members pic's x) 

sorry ah, i just edit some of your guys picture's, dont angry :#

Cyndi's in the house

Its been almost one month ehh i doesn't update my blog, cause no mood to :)
write blog, I need three thingy ; 

1st.IDEA, 

2nd.MOOD,

3rd.DEPENDS ON THE SURROUNDING.



Not i dint have any idea but just my mood haven't come :P i was very lazy to write something on blog, I MEAN, ON BLOG, it doesn't mean i was LAZY TO WRITE SOMETHING ABOUT MYSELF OR MY LIFE. LOL. kay, stop about these non-sense. ^^

LET TALK ABOUT, TODAY ?

ohhh yeah ~ one word, ''SIEN'', it means ; BORED :P

woke up, it's 12sharp :) take a bath then lunch & breakfast in the same time, gahaa.

after that, whole day of studying while texting and and LISTENING TO MUSIC X) how could i concentrate ? only if i turn off my phone, tata ~ maybe later night, i may. TURN OFF PHONE AND DATE WITH SCIENCE + AGRICULTURE. nahh.

just now, my brother friend he wanna go out from my house, coincidentally i come out from my room & ''BAKKK'', wth -.- **shock die me** hoho :3
now on blog using my uncle broadband, again, wondering when my parent gonna recharge ours. *sigh. although I'm having exam, but still need relax de mahhh :P 

and, guesssssssssssssssssss WHAT ~  ALMOST ONE MONTH I DIDN'T HANG OUT WITH FRIEND except in school T.T gileerrrr ~  **big sigh** never mind, after exam there will be FREEEEEEEEEEEDOM like a flying bird :3 HEHE. but no lah, not gonna out everyday since I'm so '' guai '', YOU KNOW RIGHT ;)

THAT ALL FOR THIS TOPIC :p